Did i win?

Someone asked me did i stake a bit of last few matches since i am spot on. I swear to god! No! Honesty i am tempted to but i know even i win these matches i will end up losing all because i will go for thrill! Or i get greedy. I just want to keep whatever cents and dollars i have and live normal and clear my debt slowly. I beg all my creditor to stop pushing me as i am really broke. Just give me a way out to repent myself. I just want to share some of my knowledge and live peacefully.